Um. Yeah.
Hi people. How's life been treating you guys?
Come spam me with comments about what your uncle Norman had for tea last night etc etc, I just want to know how you've all been
Sorry I suck at. Y'know. Being online. Ever.
xoxo

(PS, I have 943 Deviations and 481 Messages - I will get through them all and try to comment on a lot of them, but... it may take a while. Bear with me, okay?)

I'mma try to actually get my arse on dA once in a while. Sorry for disappearing for like, 3 months. If anyone noticed. And it's totally still the 27th over here...

/end pointless journal which you didn't read anyway.

_{Happy birthday to me...}

Nervous=more journals. Sorry guys.

Basically. I'm freaking out. So I'mma share some songs from when I was little with you guys, 'cause I'm cool like that. Tell me if you know/like them and which songs you remember.

Journey - Anyway You Want It [link]
The Clash - London Calling [link]
Counting Crows - Hard Candy [link] (no album version?)
Red Hot Chili Peppers - On Mercury [link]
Green Day - Minority [link]
The Killers - Smile Like You Mean It [link]
The Libertines - Death on the stairs [link] Lightning Seeds - Pure [link]
Meat Loaf - Two Out Of Three Ain't Bad [link]
Nickelback - How You Remind Me [link]
Steve Harley/Cockney Rebel- Make Me Smile (Come Up & See Me) [link]

And other endless lists of crap. These are a select few. I dunno why I'm sharing them. You don't really care. But whatever.

Ok guys, I'm sorry for avoiding talking to you all for ages. Eventually I'll reply, but not right now ok? Give me a little while.

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Quiz with boring and sulky answers:

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
"never been known to catch fire. The area about its point"

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
Hi, arm?

3.What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Dragons' Den, I think?

4.Without looking, guess what time it is:
20:42

5.Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
20:44

6.With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
Nothing

7.When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
2 hours ago? I had to go shopping.

8.Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
God knows.

9.What are you wearing?
Clothes.

10.Did you dream last night?
No.

11. When did you last laugh?
No idea.

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
Writing, paint, a light?

13. Seen anything weird lately?
No.

14. What do you think of this quiz?
I'm in a bad mood anyway.

15. What is the last film you saw?
Nightmare before Christmas

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
A house and some clothes.

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know.
I'm eating chewing gum.

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
Society's view on most things.

19. Do you like to dance?
No.

20. George Bush:
Is a person.

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Elizabeth. Or Tinkerbell. God forbid I ever name my kids.

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
David.

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
Yes please.

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
"I suck; sorry for fucking up everyone's lives."

25. 4 people who must also do this in THEIR journal:
:icon... you:

So. I've finally got my arse onto dA.

Hi.

Yes, I do spell arse funny. Because if you spell it differently, you're wrong.

So. I'm on my summer holidays. I don't like summer because of the weather, but I like it more than autumn. I love autumn for the weather but hate it for the memories. The year sucks

I also have tons of work over the summer.

Anyone know anything about leukemia?

I finally posted my MCR pics. I haven't finished one yet. Or started it for that matter. But they suck anyway. Although. I said Michelle could tell me that.

Anyway. How you been? Talk to me people, I feel dead, delusional and kinda depressed. I'm also shitting myself, so cheer me up and make me forget RL for a little while.

Show me something beautiful, something to believe in and something to make my heart race and head pound. Please.

A piece of writing, an intriguing phrase, a beautiful picture, a photo of something you love. I want beauty, love, purity and peace. I want happiness. I sincerely think I'm going insane. I want to hold onto something.

I love you all. Well, nearly all of you. Maybe. Fuck it, who knows what love is? I challenge you all to express love in a written or visual form. Move me. (Emotionally only. I'm pretty comfy here, despite the heat.)
What is love? What does it mean? How do you know? Can someone just tell me what they think? I'm dying to know. Probably literally.
_{Who am I kidding? No one's gonna pay any attention, let alone try to show me. Right?}

Or belief. A how-to guide for believing. For faith.
Forgiveness. Trust. Emotion. Someone write me a god-damn definition with truth in it. A definition of anything.

I want to know.

xxx